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Being natural in all you do is the most important thing.But from the inside,comes a force that keeps our natural states from manifesting,being afraid of judgemental comments and unwanted reactions of some.I don't want to be afraid of myself.
I had days.Days when the sun was peaking through the curtains warming up my bruised lips and tired eyes,relentlessly illuminating in patterns the pastel mauve of my walls. I would always cast it away by shaking my right hand and moving my feet in twitchy motions.However,resistance was futile,and most of the times I would eventually leave my bed ,sighing. I used to spend them,spend those days by thinking how it would be like being in the skin of my acquaintances,thinking their thoughts,feeling what they feel.I was always so sure of the fact that my feelings were either inexplicable or non-existant.Even so,I never didn't want to be another. "Being myself is one in a life time opportunity."I thought.I would complicate even the most trivial and simple